25.4.09

Liquid Courage.

So they say when you're drunk, you find the courage to just say some straight up silly things. Silly... but true things. So I figured a few beers into the night, why not blog? My head is actually spinning and I can't even feel how fast my fingers are hitting this keyboard. I also feel that build up of sickness in my stomach, but I'm gooooooooood :) So since I'm so frikken delusional right now, I have no idea what I'm blogging about.. I'm kind of trying to kill time while I think of something to write about. I'll wake up tomorrow and read this and think about what an idiot I am for posting this and maybe even delete it. But for those fortunate enough to read my blog while this is up, here's some liquid courage for yaaaah!!

I miss school. Yessss... I miss school. I miss having a pencil case, I miss writing the date down on every piece of paper I recieve, I miss doodling on notebooks, I even miss writing due dates down in my agenda.

Along with school, I miss my boyfriend. And because of it I find myself doing some of the lamest things to keep myself occupied. I do "Variety Word Puzzles & Games" til 2 in the morning, I google stupid stupid STUPID things all the time, and I e-mail him everyday not even knowing if he gets them :(. (FUCK! I'm gunna regret all this in the morning)

I'm frustrated with the following things: My hair and it's large mass, my weight and IT'S large mass, my driving lessons and it's leennnngtthhh.. i just wanna drive, my job and it's lack of pay, exams and how it's taking my friends away from me, and last but not least with the weather and how it's taking forever to get hot. I just wanna show off my ugly but well painted toe nails. :(

MOOOOSSSTTTT REDICULOUSLY POINTLESS BLOG EVER IN LIFE.
It should be gone the next time I log on, but for now...

I'm just about ready to pass out. GOOD NIGHT!

2 comments:

Maria Isabel Velez Amante said...

ELLE OH ELLE
this was a good read nonetheless haha

Kar said...

liquid courage is right my dear
im done exams
meaning... me & you + the hot weather = finally seeing eachother!